Just Ramblin'

I haven't posted in a while. I guess I should, it's kind of therapeutic. It was a good summer. A little different, but okay. I was asked to step in and temporarily take over when another manager was asked to step down. It was hard to go into a strange place and start managing things. But it went okay and my boss was very complimentary of my work.
I think sometimes I must be weird. I mean, I don't feel like I deserve a lot of praise for just doing my job. I mean, that's what they pay me for, right? I don't feel like I went above or beyond. I just did the work that needed to be done. Is that such a rarity anymore that it's unexpected?
Anyhoo....that's my little rant for now.....**wanders off**

Current Location: here
Current Mood: okay
Current Music: enya

It's only 6 days old and already this year has been the pits. I am so stressed out I can't sleep for shit and my back is killing me. I think I need a nap.

Current Mood: stressed

I hate computers. I hate Dell. I hate the internet. I hate technical problems that I have no idea how to fix. I got a new computer 3 days ago and it's screwing up already.... I am so PISSED!!

end of rant.

Why is it you can't throttle your co-workers? I have a couple I'd like to slap upside the head a couple of times.
One is our building secretary. Lovely lady but ding-y as a doorbell. I've told her and told her not to over order copy paper because we don't have room to store it. So-o-o-o-o she orders like 60 cases and 20 are yellow that we'll never use up in 2 years. I asked her why and she just grins and says 'someone' said it would be nice to have a whole years supply of paper. AAAAAGH! I wanted to strangle her!! Now I have to send it back or be willing to climb over it for the next 2 years. Stupid twit.
And the cashier. Oh, my. Let me paint my nails and put on my dangly jewelry and drag in my 47 scrapbooks of my family vacation. She is so...so...something. It was her birthday and the manger got her a card with a shirtless well muscled cowboy on the front. This lady loves sexy looking guys. And giggling. So I said something like, "Whoa. That looks lickable. I'd like to pinch those perky little nipples." And she's like "Oh, my GOD! I can't believe you! You're so kinky." I'm kinky to want to fondle and caress a hard bodied half naked cowpoke?!? I should twitter in a baby voice and giggle like a vapid nitwit?!? I think she's 46 going on 12. Twit.

Current Mood: annoyed
Current Music: Tree63, Selah and Enya

Local news has been about the woman who kidnapped, murdered, then cut the living infant from a young mother. The murderer was given the death penalty, only the second in the state's history. How sad and sick that this woman felt driven to this crime just to acquire a child. Later the news was about a newborn baby found dead in a college dorm. It seems a sick twisting of fates that those who want a child sometimes can't have one and those who don't want a child and aren't willing to make the least effort to care for one are as fertile as rabbits. Sad on everyone's part.
I need to hug my kids...

Current Location: the pit
Current Mood: contemplative
Current Music: white noise

I am so bored. I am so tired. Does anyone out there know how to make yourself un-depressed? Sometimes I think I can't make myself care about anything. Then it seems I care so much I can't handle all the emotions. Maybe I should just check myself in for a mental overhaul...
*Yes, Ms. Boopsie. You need your synapsis recalibrated.*
....BZZZZT!!..........Shock!............

Current Location: the pit
Current Mood: depressed
Current Music: dog barking

Well, here I am. I'm not sure what I'm doing, but that's nothing new. I opened this account because of the Snarry Games mods moving here. I'd be devastated if I missed the next games!
Speaking of devastated...my frigging Dell from hell computer went toast. The hard drive is cooked and the dammmm thing is barely a year old. Sometimes I think computers are sentient. They know when the warranty expires! Anyhow...I lost all my Sims2 stuff!! Wahh!! My downloads folder was nearly 2 gig! I'll never find some of my favorite stuff. Oh, well. Gives me an excuse to be online again!

Current Location: lost in space
Current Mood: tired
Current Music: Garth Brooks